I think about how to kill myself every night. I want to die. I hate myself. I hate everything around me. I knew this would happen. But i never knew how to stop it. Im going to kill myself and im sorry youre going to be there for it.
you can tell that this website is so american-centric when britain is forming an awful government between the conservatives and the dup, who should i remind you:
- want to make it legal to discriminate against lgbt people
- want children to be taught creationism as fact
- want no access to abortion, and for it to be criminalised for people to seek that help
- want to bring back the death penalty
this is a thing that is actually happening in uk politics right now and nobody on this website seems to care, yet when the american election was happening it was literally everywhere
september 10th is world suicide prevention day.
i have tried to do this thing. a couple of times. almost been involuntarily committed. look out for each other, be kind, and tell someone you love them today.
flower explanations: marigold for despair over a loss, rosemary for remembrance, and dog roses for the contrast of pain and pleasure.
ink, acryla-gouache, watercolor, colored pencil etc.
I told my 3 y/o nephew I needed a hug, and when he hugged me I said I didn’t feel good. I felt sad. He said, “Let’s go sit over there. Let’s go sit in the sun, that will make you feel good.”
I just want to be whatever you want me to be. Please stop lying and tell me what to do for you. That’s all i can do.
